Thursday, November 06, 2008

lethargy amidst joy


Saw the new dad again along the corridor of the maternity block, he was on the phone. I was too tired to talk or even say hi (just finished a tutorial where i barely stayed awake) so i just turned and walked down the stairs to the labour suite.


And then i heard a "hey".


"Thanks."


I looked back up to see the new dad, looking down at me with the same happy face i've seen yesterday. I could only managed a smile. I wanted to ask how was the mother, how was the boy? Did he get any sleep after all night being beside his wife in labour?


But instead, i realised the smile i managed was one of an exhausted student, so i looked away and continued descending the stairs, as he went back into the ward.


A big day for him yesterday, it was.


Just another day in the hospital for me, it is.


Reaching the labour suite, i stepped into another room.


Another big day for another couple, it will be.


A baby girl was just born.


And it's all i can do but smile at the dad capturing stills of his new girl wrapped up in the cot, using a digital camera.


Just another day in the hospital.


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Probably a case of SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder)?

1 comment:

[SK] said...

be proud and happy for yourself as you bring new lives to the world.. :p