forbidden love.. ?

i've been wishing..
..for so long..
..for the love that will never come..

everytime my heart skipped..
..i felt regret, remorse..
..i felt i'm not suppposed to feel this way..

is it wrong to hope?
is it wrong to love?
am i not allowed to love?
why then do i feel so wrong?

or is this love.. never meant to be..
is this love.. forbidden..

yet, i'm still here..

hoping..
wishing...

..that someday, someone will realise it..
..and return my love..

..my forbidden love..