sometimes ..

.. i feel like i'm losing that sense of belonging.

Half of the friends already left for second phase of studies in their respective universities, while half of who're left are back in hometown or travelling around.

I, was left in Bukit Jalil with a handful of close friends. Don't mix with the juniors, and almost all of the students here now are fresh faces that i have never seen before.

Nobody knows me here, and i know nobody here except my long-time friends.

Did hang out with the few close ones a couple of times a week, but for the rest of the time, it does feel like i'm staying for one sole reason.

Or maybe it was just me, growing inwardly antisocial and stuff again. Heh.

Maybe this was a taste of what's to come, when i leave to do my second phase with batchmates outside my clique.

I guess then i will really felt i lost that sense of belonging.