Friday, May 23, 2008

being me and not me


There was a time in the past, where i remember being a better person. A carefree person, one who don't crumple under stress. More patient, more cheerful. Have never gotten angry at anything for long.


I'm not so sure what i've become now.


Perhaps adult life have made me a bitter man, the sudden realisations and responsibilites thrust upon me prodded me to thread onto a totally different path. One where priorities are switched around, realities are cold and harsh.


No more the naive one, no more the ignorant.


Yet at times, i long to become who i was once more. Everything seems so much better then. I was so much better.


Or perhaps, the me i remember was just a delusion all along?

2 comments:

Mr.D said...

As far as i am concerned, you are still the same friend i knew.

Time changes everybody. So don't think too much about it k. :)

marcusan said...

yeaps.. time changes people. hope to change for the better ;-D

thnx for swinging by yah!