I know this doesn't change much, won't help much.
But I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for all the things I've done. I'm sorry for all the things I haven't done.
I know this isn't what you wanted. I know how this is killing you inside.
I have done things that even I could not forgive myself.
Yet you found it in your heart to forgive me.
I must have done something right to have met you. Yet why wasn't I grateful, why didn't I appreciate it? I don't know.
I just know my life is filled with mistakes after mistakes.
But you are the only thing in my life that wasn't.
I'm sorry.
This is not the end.
